杨坤“软饭”情史被曝光!“怒怼”刘德华没唱功?网友:属实活该
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杨坤“软饭”情史被曝光!“怒怼”刘德华没唱功?网友:属实活该

杨坤在娱乐圈中地位,一直都是和那英、孙楠平起平坐,而且他也是一名非常优秀的歌手,他演唱的《无所谓》更是家喻户晓的歌曲,这首歌不仅获得了许多大奖,还让他红遍了大江南北,在事业如火如荼的时候,杨坤却被网友吐槽说出名全靠一张嘴,曾经的杨坤在内地也是极具影响力的歌手,为何现如今却已经无人问津了呢?许多人对杨坤的评价就是自找无趣,出道几十年一直都改不掉张口就来的习惯,看上去是敢作敢为 实则就是情商不够高,不可否认杨坤的言语的确有时候偏激,但是本性并不坏,他之所以能够以一首神曲走上了巅峰,也是凭借他自己一步一个脚印踩出来的。

杨坤是1972生于内蒙古自治区包头市昆都仑区的,一个普通人家里,高中毕业之后他因为家庭原因,放弃了继续求学,选择了出去闯荡社会,“一穷二白”的杨坤刚开始,进了一家钢铁公司做起了电工、焊工,这一做就是两年的时间,但是在工作之余的时候,他唯一的一个爱好就是唱歌,但是生活所迫又没有家庭背景的他,没办法去专业的机构去培训,无奈只能自己在家练习,在空闲之余 他还会出去参加比赛,对于唱歌这件事,杨坤的领导以及父母都是非常的不看好,认为这就是在不务正业,因为在那个年代,工厂的技工才是真正的“铁饭碗”、,可是杨坤却不以为然,,他认为唱歌和工作是两不误,而且对于唱歌的热爱情绪只增不减,直到1989年,包钢举行了一次歌咏比赛,杨坤得知后果断报名,最终成功在众多选手中脱颖而出,拿到了第一名,这是杨坤第一次在这么多观众面前唱歌,也是第一次得到了别人的认可,所以他对唱歌越来越“痴迷”。

第二年 内蒙古武警文工团招收文艺兵,杨坤抱着试试的心态报了名,因为他对自己的唱歌功底非常的自信,所以即便是面对十几个评委丝毫没有怯场,杨坤演唱结束之后 得到了全场的热烈掌声,他也因此走上了新的道路,进入文工团之后,他的野心越来越大,晚上经常偷偷去夜总会当驻场,但是被领导发现之后,杨坤受到了严厉的批评,并且还降低了薪资待遇,这让杨坤感到非常的懊恼,他果断地辞去了文工团的工作,只身一人来到北京发展,但是没有背景 没有人脉 没有钱的杨坤,在北京四处碰壁,几十家公司都将他拒之门外,那个时候的他每天吃了上顿没下顿,有时候更是因为没有钱交房租,而被房东赶出去,后来他在酒吧驻场的时候,认识了第一任女朋友白雪,白雪觉得杨坤是一个非常有理想的人,所以决定自掏腰包帮助杨坤完成理想,那几年的时间,杨坤所有的开支都是白雪支付的,可以说那从1994年到1998年,杨坤一直都在“吃软饭”。

但是最后白雪依然向现实低头,俩人最终还是选择了分手,白雪离开之后,杨坤继续埋头创作,1987年他在洗手间录制了个人首张专辑《无所谓》,可是当时杨坤一点名气都没有,专辑也是被三番五次地被唱片公司退了回来,但是杨坤不服输,他认为名气非常的重要,于是他凭借着自己会写歌的手艺,开始给别的歌手写歌,其中包括了范琳琳、耿宁等等,这一写就是3年的时间,而杨坤的生活却有了很大的变化,不但存了一笔存款,还在圈内小有名气,直到2002年,杨坤得到了竹书文化公司老板的赏识,并且签约了杨坤,公司为杨坤的《无所谓》打造了第一张专辑,刚发行 就直接在全国各地爆火,杨坤也因此终于熬出头,此后杨坤开始趁热打铁,先后创作了专辑《那一天》《2008》《牧马人》等等,杨坤也成功跻身到娱乐圈的顶流,走上了春晚的舞台,坐稳了国内乐坛最佳歌手的宝座。

但是出名之后的杨坤,因为心直口快 敢说敢做,一度成为了网友“抨击”的对象,而他也因此得罪了不少明星,他曾经说过刀郎的音乐根本不配叫音乐,还吐槽过杨幂必须开假唱,如果真唱的话根本没法听,还说华晨宇就是一个还没长大的孩子,更是把网络歌手比喻成“牛鬼蛇神”,严重影响下一代等等,所以杨坤开始疯狂掉粉,而影响杨坤事业的其实是,“得罪”了刘德华,杨坤曾经质疑过刘德华的歌唱能力,当他“中国好声音”作为导师时,他用刘德华作为反面教材来告诉在场的选手,他表示刘德华之前,所有的歌唱都是按照声音咆哮的,根本没有一点点的歌唱技巧,更配不上“天王”这个称号。

这句话说出来之后,其他几位导师也都纷纷沉默,就连节目组也将这段进行了删减,但是依然被网友传得沸沸扬扬,许多人都表示杨坤的评价真的非常的“糟糕”,因为刘德华是大家公认的四大天王”之一,并且在实力上肯定是配得上,而且刘德华在娱乐圈的威信和影响力也是有目共睹的,所以杨坤如此去评价刘德华,真的不够于情于理,而且刘德华的能力也比杨坤好很多,所以杨坤的目中无人更是板上钉钉,之后杨坤更是被贴上了“过气明星”的标签, ,如今的杨坤已经49岁了。

作为曾经的歌坛天王现在,却沦落到街头卖唱,对此许多网友都表示这是他自己“作”的,但是对于杨坤在唱歌方面的天赋,以及吃苦耐劳的精神,我们不得不认可,但是依旧为此感到非常的可惜,其实早年间那么努力地打拼,却依旧火不起来,除了自身机遇不好以外,很大一部分是因为杨坤的不擅交际,而娱乐圈本身就是一个“是非之地”,除了要有过硬的实力,还要有一张“圆滑”的交际能力,不然在娱乐圈是没办法站稳脚跟的,在生活中亦是如此。

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Here had been grievous mismanagement; but, bad as it was, he gradually grew to feel that it had not been the most direful mistake in his plan of education. Something must have been wanting within, or time would have worn away much of its ill effect. He feared that principle, active principle, had been wanting; that they had never been properly taught to govern their inclinations28 and tempers by that sense of duty which can alone suffice. They had been instructed theoretically in their religion, but never required to bring it into daily practice. To be distinguished29 for elegance30 and accomplishments31, the authorised object of their youth, could have had no useful influence that way, no moral effect on the mind. He had meant them to be good, but his cares had been directed to the understanding and manners, not the disposition; and of the necessity of self-denial and humility32, he feared they had never heard from any lips that could profit them.Bitterly did he deplore33 a deficiency which now he could scarcely comprehend to have been possible. Wretchedly did he feel, that with all the cost and care of an anxious and expensive education, he had brought up his daughters without their understanding their first duties, or his being acquainted with their character and temper.The high spirit and strong passions of Mrs. Rushworth, especially, were made known to him only in their sad result. She was not to be prevailed on to leave Mr. Crawford. She hoped to marry him, and they continued together till she was obliged to be convinced that such hope was vain, and till the disappointment and wretchedness arising from the conviction rendered her temper so bad, and her feelings for him so like hatred34, as to make them for a while each other's punishment, and then induce a voluntary separation.She had lived with him to be reproached as the ruin of all his happiness in Fanny, and carried away no better consolation35 in leaving him than that she had divided them. What can exceed the misery of such a mind in such a situation?Mr. Rushworth had no difficulty in procuring36 a divorce; and so ended a marriage contracted under such circumstances as to make any better end the effect of good luck not to be reckoned on. She had despised him, and loved another; and he had been very much aware that it was so. The indignities37 of stupidity, and the disappointments of selfish passion, can excite little pity. His punishment followed his conduct, as did a deeper punishment the deeper guilt of his wife. He was released from the engagement to be mortified38 and unhappy, till some other pretty girl could attract him into matrimony again, and he might set forward on a second, and, it is to be hoped, more prosperous trial of the state: if duped, to be duped at least with good humour and good luck; while she must withdraw with infinitely39 stronger feelings to a retirement40 and reproach which could allow no second spring of hope or character.Where she could be placed became a subject of most melancholy and momentous41 consultation42. Mrs. Norris, whose attachment43 seemed to augment44 with the demerits of her niece, would have had her received at home and countenanced46 by them all. Sir Thomas would not hear of it; and Mrs. Norris's anger against Fanny was so much the greater, from considering her residence there as the motive10. She persisted in placing his scruples47 to her account, though Sir Thomas very solemnly assured her that, had there been no young woman in question, had there been no young person of either sex belonging to him, to be endangered by the society or hurt by the character of Mrs. Rushworth, he would never have offered so great an insult to the neighbourhood as to expect it to notice her. As a daughter, he hoped a penitent48 one, she should be protected by him, and secured in every comfort, and supported by every encouragement to do right, which their relative situations admitted; but farther than that he could not go. Maria had destroyed her own character, and he would not, by a vain attempt to restore what never could be restored, by affording his sanction to vice49, or in seeking to lessen50 its disgrace, be anywise accessory to introducing such misery in another man's family as he had known himself.It ended in Mrs. Norris's resolving to quit Mansfield and devote herself to her unfortunate Maria, and in an establishment being formed for them in another country, remote and private, where, shut up together with little society, on one side no affection, on the other no judgment51, it may be reasonably supposed that their tempers became their mutual52 punishment.Mrs. Norris's removal from Mansfield was the great supplementary53 comfort of Sir Thomas's life. His opinion of her had been sinking from the day of his return from Antigua: in every transaction together from that period, in their daily intercourse54, in business, or in chat, she had been regularly losing ground in his esteem55, and convincing him that either time had done her much disservice, or that he had considerably56 over-rated her sense, and wonderfully borne with her manners before. He had felt her as an hourly evil, which was so much the worse, as there seemed no chance of its ceasing but with life; she seemed a part of himself that must be borne for ever. To be relieved from her, therefore, was so great a felicity that, had she not left bitter remembrances behind her, there might have been danger of his learning almost to approve the evil which produced such a good.She was regretted by no one at Mansfield. She had never been able to attach even those she loved best; and since Mrs. Rushworth's elopement, her temper had been in a state of such irritation57 as to make her everywhere tormenting58. Not even Fanny had tears for aunt Norris, not even when she was gone for ever.That Julia escaped better than Maria was owing, in some measure, to a favourable24 difference of disposition and circumstance, but in a greater to her having been less the darling of that very aunt, less flattered and less spoilt. Her beauty and acquirements had held but a second place. She had been always used to think herself a little inferior to Maria. Her temper was naturally the easiest of the two; her feelings, though quick, were more controllable, and education had not given her so very hurtful a degree of self-consequence.She had submitted the best to the disappointment in Henry Crawford. After the first bitterness of the conviction of being slighted was over, she had been tolerably soon in a fair way of not thinking of him again; and when the acquaintance was renewed in town, and Mr. Rushworth's house became Crawford's object, she had had the merit of withdrawing herself from it, and of chusing that time to pay a visit to her other friends, in order to secure herself from being again too much attracted. This had been her motive in going to her cousin's. Mr. Yates's convenience had had nothing to do with it. She had been allowing his attentions some time, but with very little idea of ever accepting him; and had not her sister's conduct burst forth59 as it did, and her increased dread60 of her father and of home, on that event, imagining its certain consequence to herself would be greater severity and restraint, made her hastily resolve on avoiding such immediate61 horrors at all risks, it is probable that Mr. Yates would never have succeeded. She had not eloped with any worse feelings than those of selfish alarm. It had appeared to her the only thing to be done. Maria's guilt had induced Julia's folly62.Henry Crawford, ruined by early independence and bad domestic example, indulged in the freaks of a cold-blooded vanity a little too long. Once it had, by an opening undesigned and unmerited, led him into the way of happiness. Could he have been satisfied with the conquest of one amiable63 woman's affections, could he have found sufficient exultation64 in overcoming the reluctance65, in working himself into the esteem and tenderness of Fanny Price, there would have been every probability of success and felicity for him. His affection had already done something. Her influence over him had already given him some influence over her. Would he have deserved more, there can be no doubt that more would have been obtained, especially when that marriage had taken place, which would have given him the assistance of her conscience in subduing66 her first inclination27, and brought them very often together. Would he have persevered67, and uprightly, Fanny must have been his reward, and a reward very voluntarily bestowed68, within a reasonable period from Edmund's marrying Mary.Had he done as he intended, and as he knew he ought, by going down to Everingham after his return from Portsmouth, he might have been deciding his own happy destiny. But he was pressed to stay for Mrs. Fraser's party; his staying was made of flattering consequence, and he was to meet Mrs. Rushworth there. Curiosity and vanity were both engaged, and the temptation of immediate pleasure was too strong for a mind unused to make any sacrifice to right: he resolved to defer69 his Norfolk journey, resolved that writing should answer the purpose of it, or that its purpose was unimportant, and staid. He saw Mrs. Rushworth, was received by her with a coldness which ought to have been repulsive70, and have established apparent indifference71 between them for ever; but he was mortified, he could not bear to be thrown off by the woman whose smiles had been so wholly at his command: he must exert himself to subdue72 so proud a display of resentment73; it was anger on Fanny's account; he must get the better of it, and make Mrs. Rushworth Maria Bertram again in her treatment of himself.In this spirit he began the attack, and by animated74 perseverance75 had soon re-established the sort of familiar intercourse, of gallantry, of flirtation76, which bounded his views; but in triumphing over the discretion77 which, though beginning in anger, might have saved them both, he had put himself in the power of feelings on her side more strong than he had supposed. She loved him; there was no withdrawing attentions avowedly78 dear to her. He was entangled79 by his own vanity, with as little excuse of love as possible, and without the smallest inconstancy of mind towards her cousin. To keep Fanny and the Bertrams from a knowledge of what was passing became his first object. Secrecy80 could not have been more desirable for Mrs. Rushworth's credit than he felt it for his own. When he returned from Richmond, he would have been glad to see Mrs. Rushworth no more. All that followed was the result of her imprudence; and he went off with her at last, because he could not help it, regretting Fanny even at the moment, but regretting her infinitely more when all the bustle82 of the intrigue83 was over, and a very few months had taught him, by the force of contrast, to place a yet higher value on the sweetness of her temper, the purity of her mind, and the excellence84 of her principles.That punishment, the public punishment of disgrace, should in a just measure attend his share of the offence is, we know, not one of the barriers which society gives to virtue85. In this world the penalty is less equal than could be wished; but without presuming to look forward to a juster appointment hereafter, we may fairly consider a man of sense, like Henry Crawford, to be providing for himself no small portion of vexation and regret: vexation that must rise sometimes to self-reproach, and regret to wretchedness, in having so requited86 hospitality, so injured family peace, so forfeited87 his best, most estimable, and endeared acquaintance, and so lost the woman whom he had rationally as well as passionately88 loved.After what had passed to wound and alienate89 the two families, the continuance of the Bertrams and Grants in such close neighbourhood would have been most distressing90; but the absence of the latter, for some months purposely lengthened91, ended very fortunately in the necessity, or at least the practicability, of a permanent removal. Dr. Grant, through an interest on which he had almost ceased to form hopes, succeeded to a stall in Westminster, which, as affording an occasion for leaving Mansfield, an excuse for residence in London, and an increase of income to answer the expenses of the change, was highly acceptable to those who went and those who staid.Mrs. Grant, with a temper to love and be loved, must have gone with some regret from the scenes and people she had been used to; but the same happiness of disposition must in any place, and any society, secure her a great deal to enjoy, and she had again a home to offer Mary; and Mary had had enough of her own friends, enough of vanity, ambition, love, and disappointment in the course of the last half-year, to be in need of the true kindness of her sister's heart, and the rational tranquillity92 of her ways. They lived together; and when Dr. Grant had brought on apoplexy and death, by three great institutionary dinners in one week, they still lived together; for Mary, though perfectly93 resolved against ever attaching herself to a younger brother again, was long in finding among the dashing representatives, or idle heir-apparents, who were at the command of her beauty, and her £20,000, any one who could satisfy the better taste she had acquired at Mansfield, whose character and manners could authorise a hope of the domestic happiness she had there learned to estimate, or put Edmund Bertram sufficiently out of her head.Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in this respect. He had not to wait and wish with vacant affections for an object worthy94 to succeed her in them. Scarcely had he done regretting Mary Crawford, and observing to Fanny how impossible it was that he should ever meet with such another woman, before it began to strike him whether a very different kind of woman might not do just as well, or a great deal better: whether Fanny herself were not growing as dear, as important to him in all her smiles and all her ways, as Mary Crawford had ever been; and whether it might not be a possible, an hopeful undertaking95 to persuade her that her warm and sisterly regard for him would be foundation enough for wedded96 love.I purposely abstain97 from dates on this occasion, that every one may be at liberty to fix their own, aware that the cure of unconquerable passions, and the transfer of unchanging attachments98, must vary much as to time in different people. I only entreat99 everybody to believe that exactly at the time when it was quite natural that it should be so, and not a week earlier, Edmund did cease to care about Miss Crawford, and became as anxious to marry Fanny as Fanny herself could desire.With such a regard for her, indeed, as his had long been, a regard founded on the most endearing claims of innocence100 and helplessness, and completed by every recommendation of growing worth, what could be more natural than the change? Loving, guiding, protecting her, as he had been doing ever since her being ten years old, her mind in so great a degree formed by his care, and her comfort depending on his kindness, an object to him of such close and peculiar101 interest, dearer by all his own importance with her than any one else at Mansfield, what was there now to add, but that he should learn to prefer soft light eyes to sparkling dark ones. And being always with her, and always talking confidentially102, and his feelings exactly in that favourable state which a recent disappointment gives, those soft light eyes could not be very long in obtaining the pre-eminence.Having once set out, and felt that he had done so on this road to happiness, there was nothing on the side of prudence81 to stop him or make his progress slow; no doubts of her deserving, no fears of opposition103 of taste, no need of drawing new hopes of happiness from dissimilarity of temper. Her mind, disposition, opinions, and habits wanted no half-concealment, no self-deception on the present, no reliance on future improvement. Even in the midst of his late infatuation, he had acknowledged Fanny's mental superiority. What must be his sense of it now, therefore? She was of course only too good for him; but as nobody minds having what is too good for them, he was very steadily104 earnest in the pursuit of the blessing105, and it was not possible that encouragement from her should be long wanting. Timid, anxious, doubting as she was, it was still impossible that such tenderness as hers should not, at times, hold out the strongest hope of success, though it remained for a later period to tell him the whole delightful106 and astonishing truth. His happiness in knowing himself to have been so long the beloved of such a heart, must have been great enough to warrant any strength of language in which he could clothe it to her or to himself; it must have been a delightful happiness. But there was happiness elsewhere which no description can reach. Let no one presume to give the feelings of a young woman on receiving the assurance of that affection of which she has scarcely allowed herself to entertain a hope.Their own inclinations ascertained107, there were no difficulties behind, no drawback of poverty or parent. It was a match which Sir Thomas's wishes had even forestalled108. Sick of ambitious and mercenary connexions, prizing more and more the sterling109 good of principle and temper, and chiefly anxious to bind110 by the strongest securities all that remained to him of domestic felicity, he had pondered with genuine satisfaction on the more than possibility of the two young friends finding their natural consolation in each other for all that had occurred of disappointment to either; and the joyful111 consent which met Edmund's application, the high sense of having realised a great acquisition in the promise of Fanny for a daughter, formed just such a contrast with his early opinion on the subject when the poor little girl's coming had been first agitated112, as time is for ever producing between the plans and decisions of mortals, for their own instruction, and their neighbours' entertainment.Fanny was indeed the daughter that he wanted. His charitable kindness had been rearing a prime comfort for himself. His liberality had a rich repayment113, and the general goodness of his intentions by her deserved it. He might have made her childhood happier; but it had been an error of judgment only which had given him the appearance of harshness, and deprived him of her early love; and now, on really knowing each other, their mutual attachment became very strong. After settling her at Thornton Lacey with every kind attention to her comfort, the object of almost every day was to see her there, or to get her away from it.Selfishly dear as she had long been to Lady Bertram, she could not be parted with willingly by her. No happiness of son or niece could make her wish the marriage. But it was possible to part with her, because Susan remained to supply her place. Susan became the stationary114 niece, delighted to be so; and equally well adapted for it by a readiness of mind, and an inclination for usefulness, as Fanny had been by sweetness of temper, and strong feelings of gratitude115. Susan could never be spared. First as a comfort to Fanny, then as an auxiliary116, and last as her substitute, she was established at Mansfield, with every appearance of equal permanency. Her more fearless disposition and happier nerves made everything easy to her there. With quickness in understanding the tempers of those she had to deal with, and no natural timidity to restrain any consequent wishes, she was soon welcome and useful to all; and after Fanny's removal succeeded so naturally to her influence over the hourly comfort of her aunt, as gradually to become, perhaps, the most beloved of the two. In her usefulness, in Fanny's excellence, in William's continued good conduct and rising fame, and in the general well-doing and success of the other members of the family, all assisting to advance each other, and doing credit to his countenance45 and aid, Sir Thomas saw repeated, and for ever repeated, reason to rejoice in what he had done for them all, and acknowledge the advantages of early hardship and discipline, and the consciousness of being born to struggle and endure.With so much true merit and true love, and no want of fortune and friends, the happiness of the married cousins must appear as secure as earthly happiness can be. Equally formed for domestic life, and attached to country pleasures, their home was the home of affection and comfort; and to complete the picture of good, the acquisition of Mansfield living, by the death of Dr. Grant, occurred just after they had been married long enough to begin to want an increase of income, and feel their distance from the paternal117 abode118 an inconvenience.On that event they removed to Mansfield; and the Parsonage there, which, under each of its two former owners, Fanny had never been able to approach but with some painful sensation of restraint or alarm, soon grew as dear to her heart, and as thoroughly119 perfect in her eyes, as everything else within the view and patronage120 of Mansfield Park had long been.It had been a miserable1 party, each of the three believing themselves most miserable. Mrs. Norris, however, as most attached to Maria, was really the greatest sufferer. Maria was her first favourite, the dearest of all; the match had been her own contriving2, as she had been wont3 with such pride of heart to feel and say, and this conclusion of it almost overpowered her.She was an altered creature, quieted, stupefied, indifferent to everything that passed. The being left with her sister and nephew, and all the house under her care, had been an advantage entirely4 thrown away; she had been unable to direct or dictate5, or even fancy herself useful. When really touched by affliction, her active powers had been all benumbed; and neither Lady Bertram nor Tom had received from her the smallest support or attempt at support. She had done no more for them than they had done for each other. They had been all solitary6, helpless, and forlorn alike; and now the arrival of the others only established her superiority in wretchedness. Her companions were relieved, but there was no good for her. Edmund was almost as welcome to his brother as Fanny to her aunt; but Mrs. Norris, instead of having comfort from either, was but the more irritated by the sight of the person whom, in the blindness of her anger, she could have charged as the daemon of the piece. Had Fanny accepted Mr. Crawford this could not have happened.Susan too was a grievance7. She had not spirits to notice her in more than a few repulsive8 looks, but she felt her as a spy, and an intruder, and an indigent9 niece, and everything most odious10. By her other aunt, Susan was received with quiet kindness. Lady Bertram could not give her much time, or many words, but she felt her, as Fanny's sister, to have a claim at Mansfield, and was ready to kiss and like her; and Susan was more than satisfied, for she came perfectly11 aware that nothing but ill-humour was to be expected from aunt Norris; and was so provided with happiness, so strong in that best of blessings12, an escape from many certain evils, that she could have stood against a great deal more indifference13 than she met with from the others.She was now left a good deal to herself, to get acquainted with the house and grounds as she could, and spent her days very happily in so doing, while those who might otherwise have attended to her were shut up, or wholly occupied each with the person quite dependent on them, at this time, for everything like comfort; Edmund trying to bury his own feelings in exertions14 for the relief of his brother's, and Fanny devoted15 to her aunt Bertram, returning to every former office with more than former zeal16, and thinking she could never do enough for one who seemed so much to want her.To talk over the dreadful business with Fanny, talk and lament17, was all Lady Bertram's consolation18. To be listened to and borne with, and hear the voice of kindness and sympathy in return, was everything that could be done for her. To be otherwise comforted was out of the question. The case admitted of no comfort. Lady Bertram did not think deeply, but, guided by Sir Thomas, she thought justly on all important points; and she saw, therefore, in all its enormity, what had happened, and neither endeavoured herself, nor required Fanny to advise her, to think little of guilt19 and infamy20.Her affections were not acute, nor was her mind tenacious21. After a time, Fanny found it not impossible to direct her thoughts to other subjects, and revive some interest in the usual occupations; but whenever Lady Bertram was fixed22 on the event, she could see it only in one light, as comprehending the loss of a daughter, and a disgrace never to be wiped off.Fanny learnt from her all the particulars which had yet transpired23. Her aunt was no very methodical narrator, but with the help of some letters to and from Sir Thomas, and what she already knew herself, and could reasonably combine, she was soon able to understand quite as much as she wished of the circumstances attending the story.Mrs. Rushworth had gone, for the Easter holidays, to Twickenham, with a family whom she had just grown intimate with: a family of lively, agreeable manners, and probably of morals and discretion24 to suit, for to their house Mr. Crawford had constant access at all times. His having been in the same neighbourhood Fanny already knew. Mr. Rushworth had been gone at this time to Bath, to pass a few days with his mother, and bring her back to town, and Maria was with these friends without any restraint, without even Julia; for Julia had removed from Wimpole Street two or three weeks before, on a visit to some relations of Sir Thomas; a removal which her father and mother were now disposed to attribute to some view of convenience on Mr. Yates's account. Very soon after the Rushworths' return to Wimpole Street, Sir Thomas had received a letter from an old and most particular friend in London, who hearing and witnessing a good deal to alarm him in that quarter, wrote to recommend Sir Thomas's coming to London himself, and using his influence with his daughter to put an end to the intimacy25 which was already exposing her to unpleasant remarks, and evidently making Mr. Rushworth uneasy.Sir Thomas was preparing to act upon this letter, without communicating its contents to any creature at Mansfield, when it was followed by another, sent express from the same friend, to break to him the almost desperate situation in which affairs then stood with the young people. Mrs. Rushworth had left her husband's house: Mr. Rushworth had been in great anger and distress26 to him (Mr. Harding) for his advice; Mr. Harding feared there had been at least very flagrant indiscretion. The maidservant of Mrs. Rushworth, senior, threatened alarmingly. He was doing all in his power to quiet everything, with the hope of Mrs. Rushworth's return, but was so much counteracted28 in Wimpole Street by the influence of Mr. Rushworth's mother, that the worst consequences might be apprehended29.

He perceived that enough had been said of Everingham, and that it would be as well to talk of something else, and turned to Mansfield. He could not have chosen better; that was a topic to bring back her attention and her looks almost instantly. It was a real indulgence to her to hear or to speak of Mansfield. Now so long divided from everybody who knew the place, she felt it quite the voice of a friend when he mentioned it, and led the way to her fond exclamations45 in praise of its beauties and comforts, and by his honourable46 tribute to its inhabitants allowed her to gratify her own heart in the warmest eulogium, in speaking of her uncle as all that was clever and good, and her aunt as having the sweetest of all sweet tempers.He had a great attachment47 to Mansfield himself; he said so; he looked forward with the hope of spending much, very much, of his time there; always there, or in the neighbourhood. He particularly built upon a very happy summer and autumn there this year; he felt that it would be so: he depended upon it; a summer and autumn infinitely superior to the last. As animated, as diversified48, as social, but with circumstances of superiority undescribable.“Mansfield, Sotherton, Thornton Lacey,” he continued; “what a society will be comprised in those houses! And at Michaelmas, perhaps, a fourth may be added: some small hunting-box in the vicinity of everything so dear; for as to any partnership49 in Thornton Lacey, as Edmund Bertram once good-humouredly proposed, I hope I foresee two objections: two fair, excellent, irresistible50 objections to that plan.”Fanny was doubly silenced here; though when the moment was passed, could regret that she had not forced herself into the acknowledged comprehension of one half of his meaning, and encouraged him to say something more of his sister and Edmund. It was a subject which she must learn to speak of, and the weakness that shrunk from it would soon be quite unpardonable.When Mr. Price and his friend had seen all that they wished, or had time for, the others were ready to return; and in the course of their walk back, Mr. Crawford contrived51 a minute's privacy for telling Fanny that his only business in Portsmouth was to see her; that he was come down for a couple of days on her account, and hers only, and because he could not endure a longer total separation. She was sorry, really sorry; and yet in spite of this and the two or three other things which she wished he had not said, she thought him altogether improved since she had seen him; he was much more gentle, obliging, and attentive52 to other people's feelings than he had ever been at Mansfield; she had never seen him so agreeable--so near being agreeable; his behaviour to her father could not offend, and there was something particularly kind and proper in the notice he took of Susan. He was decidedly improved. She wished the next day over, she wished he had come only for one day; but it was not so very bad as she would have expected: the pleasure of talking of Mansfield was so very great!Before they parted, she had to thank him for another pleasure, and one of no trivial kind. Her father asked him to do them the honour of taking his mutton with them, and Fanny had time for only one thrill of horror, before he declared himself prevented by a prior engagement. He was engaged to dinner already both for that day and the next; he had met with some acquaintance at the Crown who would not be denied; he should have the honour, however, of waiting on them again on the morrow, etc., and so they parted--Fanny in a state of actual felicity from escaping so horrible an evil!To have had him join their family dinner-party, and see all their deficiencies, would have been dreadful! Rebecca's cookery and Rebecca's waiting, and Betsey's eating at table without restraint, and pulling everything about as she chose, were what Fanny herself was not yet enough inured53 to for her often to make a tolerable meal. She was nice only from natural delicacy54, but he had been brought up in a school of luxury and epicurism55.Edmund had determined1 that it belonged entirely2 to Fanny to chuse whether her situation with regard to Crawford should be mentioned between them or not; and that if she did not lead the way, it should never be touched on by him; but after a day or two of mutual3 reserve, he was induced by his father to change his mind, and try what his influence might do for his friend.A day, and a very early day, was actually fixed4 for the Crawfords' departure; and Sir Thomas thought it might be as well to make one more effort for the young man before he left Mansfield, that all his professions and vows5 of unshaken attachment6 might have as much hope to sustain them as possible.Sir Thomas was most cordially anxious for the perfection of Mr. Crawford's character in that point. He wished him to be a model of constancy; and fancied the best means of effecting it would be by not trying him too long.Edmund was not unwilling7 to be persuaded to engage in the business; he wanted to know Fanny's feelings. She had been used to consult him in every difficulty, and he loved her too well to bear to be denied her confidence now; he hoped to be of service to her, he thought he must be of service to her; whom else had she to open her heart to? If she did not need counsel, she must need the comfort of communication. Fanny estranged8 from him, silent and reserved, was an unnatural9 state of things; a state which he must break through, and which he could easily learn to think she was wanting him to break through."I will speak to her, sir: I will take the first opportunity of speaking to her alone," was the result of such thoughts as these; and upon Sir Thomas's information of her being at that very time walking alone in the shrubbery, he instantly joined her."I am come to walk with you, Fanny," said he. "Shall I?" Drawing her arm within his. "It is a long while since we have had a comfortable walk together."She assented10 to it all rather by look than word. Her spirits were low."But, Fanny," he presently added, "in order to have a comfortable walk, something more is necessary than merely pacing this gravel11 together. You must talk to me. I know you have something on your mind. I know what you are thinking of. You cannot suppose me uninformed. Am I to hear of it from everybody but Fanny herself?"Fanny, at once agitated12 and dejected, replied, "If you hear of it from everybody, cousin, there can be nothing for me to tell.""Not of facts, perhaps; but of feelings, Fanny. No one but you can tell me them. I do not mean to press you, however. If it is not what you wish yourself, I have done. I had thought it might be a relief.""I am afraid we think too differently for me to find any relief in talking of what I feel.""Do you suppose that we think differently? I have no idea of it. I dare say that, on a comparison of our opinions, they would be found as much alike as they have been used to be: to the point--I consider Crawford's proposals as most advantageous13 and desirable, if you could return his affection. I consider it as most natural that all your family should wish you could return it; but that, as you cannot, you have done exactly as you ought in refusing him. Can there be any disagreement between us here?""Oh no! But I thought you blamed me. I thought you were against me. This is such a comfort!""This comfort you might have had sooner, Fanny, had you sought it. But how could you possibly suppose me against you? How could you imagine me an advocate for marriage without love? Were I even careless in general on such matters, how could you imagine me so where your happiness was at stake?""My uncle thought me wrong, and I knew he had been talking to you.""As far as you have gone, Fanny, I think you perfectly14 right. I may be sorry, I may be surprised--though hardly that, for you had not had time to attach yourself--but I think you perfectly right. Can it admit of a question? It is disgraceful to us if it does. You did not love him; nothing could have justified15 your accepting him."Fanny had not felt so comfortable for days and days."So far your conduct has been faultless, and they were quite mistaken who wished you to do otherwise. But the matter does not end here. Crawford's is no common attachment; he perseveres17, with the hope of creating that regard which had not been created before. This, we know, must be a work of time. But" (with an affectionate smile) "let him succeed at last, Fanny, let him succeed at last. You have proved yourself upright and disinterested18, prove yourself grateful and tender-hearted; and then you will be the perfect model of a woman which I have always believed you born for.""Oh! never, never, never! he never will succeed with me." And she spoke19 with a warmth which quite astonished Edmund, and which she blushed at the recollection of herself, when she saw his look, and heard him reply, "Never! Fanny!--so very determined and positive! This is not like yourself, your rational self.""I mean," she cried, sorrowfully correcting herself, "that I think I never shall, as far as the future can be answered for; I think I never shall return his regard.""I must hope better things. I am aware, more aware than Crawford can be, that the man who means to make you love him (you having due notice of his intentions) must have very uphill work, for there are all your early attachments21 and habits in battle array; and before he can get your heart for his own use he has to unfasten it from all the holds upon things animate22 and inanimate, which so many years' growth have confirmed, and which are considerably23 tightened24 for the moment by the very idea of separation. I know that the apprehension25 of being forced to quit Mansfield will for a time be arming you against him. I wish he had not been obliged to tell you what he was trying for. I wish he had known you as well as I do, Fanny. Between us, I think we should have won you. My theoretical and his practical knowledge together could not have failed. He should have worked upon my plans. I must hope, however, that time, proving him (as I firmly believe it will) to deserve you by his steady affection, will give him his reward. I cannot suppose that you have not the wish to love him--the natural wish of gratitude26. You must have some feeling of that sort. You must be sorry for your own indifference27.""We are so totally unlike," said Fanny, avoiding a direct answer, "we are so very, very different in all our inclinations29 and ways, that I consider it as quite impossible we should ever be tolerably happy together, even if I could like him. There never were two people more dissimilar. We have not one taste in common. We should be miserable30.""You are mistaken, Fanny. The dissimilarity is not so strong. You are quite enough alike. You have tastes in common. You have moral and literary tastes in common. You have both warm hearts and benevolent31 feelings; and, Fanny, who that heard him read, and saw you listen to Shakespeare the other night, will think you unfitted as companions? You forget yourself: there is a decided32 difference in your tempers, I allow. He is lively, you are serious; but so much the better: his spirits will support yours. It is your disposition33 to be easily dejected and to fancy difficulties greater than th

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